It's sucks, you know. When everything is doing fine then,
it all crashes again. And the worst part is, I really don't
want to try and put it all back together again, but i have to.

You're not worth losing my esteem. Fucking hell.
What's wrong with you, motherfucker? You're so immature.
I don't even want to continue blogging about you, fuck off _l_

I've never been this sad before. I felt that even without me the earth will still be spinning. I seriously never felt this way before or maybe once or twice. Nobody needs me, everyone hates me. I'm useless. I make people angry. No one actually cares about me.

I don't want this go on anymore.

Yeah, i know. Nobody will read this blog.
People hate me, i can't do anything. It's just a rant, that's all.
I didn't said it was your fault, you assumed it.
You didn't know i was angry with someone else earlier.
If your problems is because of me, tell me then what you're not happy with.

And those tweets it's not for you.
I walk away because you look so serious when you did that, actually everytime.
I thought to myself since i will always leave early and you guys will always hang around somewhere might as walk off when you ask me to go. And i know you wasn't being serious, i just want let you see i can do what i want to do.
I just want to clear things up, to me is a misunderstanding. i don't know about you.

It's like i'm just another thing for you to roll your eyes at. If it's already becoming habit, tell me. I will try not be offended.
I shared/tell with you websites/videos/people that i think is cool, and now you got addicted to it, Hahaha. I still treat you as a friend. Fit told me this is life. i replied I've been living a life for 17 years, and i really hate these types of issues. To tell you the truth, people who are my friends in my life are still are friends with me till now, didn't became enemies. I know i can't judge or think that you have change, if thats really how it means to be, so be it.

So, do you think i end up happy?
sorry for being myself.

Labels: I want Andrew Garfield to be my boyfriend :D

Oh i forgot you are not even a someone, you are nobody.
Why did make a person life so difficult? It's evil.

Who are you to insult me? you don't even have the rights too. Seriously bias, they didn't have to listen to your bitch talking and i have too? Fuck you. What the fuck are you trying to say that my heart is black? What's yours then? Like a charcoal? Black and grey, Bad and old? Are you dumb or what? A heart is bloody red.
Do you think that i'm really that afraid of you? My answer is NO! :D _l_

I'm blogging here not because i don't dare to talk back to you is I'm ranting on my space to create memory to not forget to what you did to me, one day you will regret it.

No fucking way i'm gonna let this off so easily, I'm not childish, i'm fighting for my own rights. I'm nobody to you doesn't mean i'm nobody to the others. At least i have a life not like you.
Ridiculously Mad Women? Man? How about Shemale? Oh! A pig, that oinks all day, sleeps all day, eat all day and not forgetting to roll on the mud all day.

So what if i'm not perfect? as if those name you mention are prefect, they are not. Nobody is. And you are not too.
So stop all this shit, i know shit happens but you are the one who's causing all these shit.

ps. Karma will get back to you as soon as you knew it.

I wish...

Put your 3D specs on.

Vp2 group, there's one guy i kinda hate. He just to arghh!
Dosen't mean i'm the "art" director i have to do everything thats art. Not like drawing a DVD cover for you. Siao.
Or touch up make up, i'm not a make up artist ok? _l_
Art Director on set is just to decorate the set. right? no? idk.

I already felt terrible and you make me feel even horrible.
Those kind of body language. I just hate it, you won't even see this post because you'll don't care.

Please just tell me what's wrong with you.
It's hard to continue going on like this.
Yes I do felt left out sometimes, but I can't do anything to stop it.

Please Just remember me, don't forget me.
People change, shit happens, life still go on.